I am not fully awake, both my mind,body and soul feels sluggish. This has been a reoccurring theme in my life, and its been really hard to snap out of it. I can sit in front of the tv and/or computer for hours at a time and not do anything productive, and I have sat in front of the tv and computer for hours at a time and watched the clock magically change hours as I would sit there idly unmotivated to move. This has definitely impede my ability to write or want to do anything at all productive. It is like my tank is completely empty and I just cant find the energy to fill it up again and be my usual perky self.
It also does not help that the work load this semester is 3x heavier than last semester.
As I am typing this, it has been almost 45 minutes since I started writing and it took me a good 20 minutes to figure out which direction I wanted to write in.
I feel I should wrap this up cause there is nothing really else I can think of writing about.
>.<
Don't get me wrong, I am very excited about spring break, and maybe getting out of this town and going camping, listening to live music, having fun with my girls, boyfriend and random people would be good for me and get me out of this funk for once and for all.
-Peace, love &-
Jackie Joy
PS What if I am never able to write again....=(
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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